A Reflection

I decided to make a video today just to talk about my son BJ.  I was at my youngest son Ronnie appointment today and while we were in the waiting area I noticed a little girl that he was playing with.  She was older than him so she was maybe around 2 or 3, but I noticed somethings about her that reminded me of BJ when he was her age.

It really made me sad because I didn't know everything that was up the road for me with dealing with autism. My son is 12 now and will be a teenager in 2017.  In  a few years he will be an adult and I worry about his future.  I worry because I know I will not be here with him always to take care of him.

I wonder if something was to happen to me what will happen to him.  Will he be able to survive?  I wish I knew more early on so that I could've done more.  But despite everything I'm not giving up.  I'm taking charge of the situation and moving forward.

2017 for us will be a groundbreaking year for all of us because were moving forward and doing things different.